Drew came over at half nine to exchange gifts with each other, I didn’t tell him that I had barely slept and could have done with a couple of hours extra sleeping! He got me a lilac scarf (although I only ever wear pink), pink super soft gloves, a bumper book of Sudoku, Desperate Housewives (DVD set), a mint chocolate orange (as I am allergic to orange), “Jiggleballs” - Ann Summers version of love balls/eggs and a Sex Bible. He also gave my mum a box of chocolates which was very sweet as neither of us had expected him to have bought her anything and mum hadn’t gotten him anything. Thinking about it we should have offered him some cake.
I got him a travelling Honey pot (fake vagina designed to look like a torch), Build your own Lamborghini and the Revolver (another of Ann Summer’s explicit male sex toys). Drew only stayed for an hour before having to rush off to his family gathering.
All round a good visit!
Mum got me a game for the Play station and the DVD of Hairspray. My brother (or rather his girlfriend) had bought me perfume despite never exchanging gifts. Mum and I watched Hairspray later whilst eatting roast duck for lunch in mum’s room and spent most of the day playing the Sims Castaway and getting the courage to try out my balls!
Lou text me tonight, implying that he wants to continue the affair, he obviously didn’t pay any attention to Eastenders tonight as Max and Stacey’s affair was revealed resulting in loss of family, blood and extended. I have now decided that next time he can be bothered to come over I shall allow him to do the 45 minute drive, look absolutely stunning, but not allow him to have me! It will be hard (especially him!) but I am strong enough, mainly because he has pissed me off so much but hey! He’s had plenty of chances but now he’s lost me, he even knows that I am beginning to get emotionally involved with Drew, his best mate, so it’s tough luck on Lou’s part.
Just after the barrage of filthy messages from Lou, Jen text me to thank me for their presents and to say that the kids loved them. Again I felt that now familiar pang of guilt.
I ended up texting Drew to say I was glad I saw him today, and that all I really wanted for Christmas was him. I was trying to drop him a hint of how I felt for him without saying those three words. I. Love. You.
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