Monday, 24 September 2007

The next day Lou went off to work leaving Jennie and I to have a lie in. In the afternoon we moved out onto the patio again discussing the previous night. I didn’t know how to act around Jen as I had worked out Lou’s intentions for me. Did she know as well? She certainly didn’t seem happy with the idea of the threesome last night. My head was all over the place and I think Jennie’s was too.
We both sat in silence for a while nursing our cups of tea. Jen looked up at me and said quite sternly, that is never to happen again. She made me “pinky promise”, a very childish thing to do, but I could tell it meant something to her and I obviously wasn’t going to try to piss her off any more than I possibly had already. We agreed a foursome would be fine but no more threesomes. I knew that for me, the foursome would be out of the question. I didn’t know anyone who would want to do something like this and Dale certainly wouldn’t! Not that I would want to get in bed with him again. He was always convinced that I was seeing other guys and Lou happened to be the first person he had accused me of fancying and sleeping with! If only he knew!
Jennie and I talked about who her and Lou could have a foursome with and she was constantly dodging my name. She must have known that Lou was starting to get feelings for me. She was only suggesting a foursome with their friends Sonny and Tina. However, as I mentioned before Sonny was up for it and Tina was not. Tina was very paranoid and self conscious of her body. I really don’t know why though, she’s gorgeous and the perfect build!
When Lou got home from work at 9 pm, we all sat in the lounge having a final cup of tea and fag together. Jen said I could come back the following weekend, but NOTHING was to happen! She can be very scary when she wants to be so I instantly backed down and shot a look at Lou just in case he was going to start complaining that he wanted another threesome, luckily he stayed quiet looking into his cup of tea. He went upstairs and had a quick bath and soon returned smelling irresistible, talk about the Lynx effect! I had to force myself to stay away!!! He went outside and loaded the rest of my possessions into his car, let’s just say it’s a good job he has an estate car, I don’t exactly travel light!
On the drive home, we got talking about the weekends illicit activities. Lou apologised for Jennie’s behaviour, I simply said it was understandable. I felt nervous being in the car alone with him and had butterflies in my stomach. How was I supposed to act around him? It was difficult to read him, I couldn’t fathom out what was going on in his head. He started to explain to me that he had always had feelings for me since the day we met and knew instantly that I was different from the others he had been with. Why me?! I always seem to attract the married men! But he is so lovely, he has the looks (cute, cuddly bear with a cheeky grin), the mentality (he has sense money wise) and can get anything from furniture to knick knack's for free, a very handy person to know really, and also used to be a professional chef.
I sparked up a final fag just as we were coming into Yeovil. My mum didn’t know I had started smoking again so I wanted to have one last one before we arrived. Unfortunately my timing was as terrible as ever and we soon pulled into my street. I told Lou to continue down the road and we parked up in a secluded spot behind a group of garages to finish our cigarettes. He sat telling me about how unhappy he is in his marriage and how hard it is to live with Jennie because of her lack of money sense. I could see where he was coming from with all of his complaints and the more he told me the more sympathetic I felt for him. We sat for a while and Lou began telling me all of his feelings for me and how he would leave Jen for me. My head was spinning, I was one of her best friends, I should be the one telling her that Lou is being a naughty boy, not the one to cause the trouble!
I said we ought to get back to my mum’s as it was going to be really late by the time Lou got home. He kissed me passionately and I kissed him back. He’s such a good kisser, he makes you melt. I could feel myself getting wet and really wished that the back of the car was empty so he could fuck me again one last time.
We soon pulled up outside the house and I said to Lou that I appreciated the weekend and everything him and Jenny had been doing for me and that we needed to be very careful, I didn’t want anyone to find out and get hurt. I don’t think I could live with myself if I was to hurt her like that, she was crazy about him. Completely head over heals in fact.
When Lou had finished emptying the car he stood in the hallway preparing to leave. I was slightly annoyed that my mother was stood right behind me so I couldn’t say exactly what was on my mind, nor kiss him good bye. Instead he turned to me and said “Gimme a squeeze then!” We stood embracing for what seemed like forever. I didn’t want the moment to end, I breathed his smell in deep then tapped his back saying he really ought to get back to Jennie.

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