Tuesday, 11 September 2007

I can be too naive!

Woke up at half three in the morning and couldn’t get back to sleep. I checked my email once mum had left for work to find that Dale had sent me a couple of messages. These were not too harassing but I did respond to answer any queries and to clear up a few issues. We were emailing for quite some time and it all seemed very much up and down (emotionally and harassment-wise).
He then phoned me at lunch time which was good. We spoke for two hours and when he said how he really didn’t think I cared I started to cry. He was very sweet, which was a first as he usually runs away if I ever got emotional. He said that in his head he was holding my hand and giving me a hug.
It seemed a good conversation despite the occasional accusation, but once we had gotten it all off our chests, the other either explained their side of the story or apologised. It ended with talk of us possibly making another go of things away from Taunton for a fresh start. He asked me to move with him and the kid to Southampton which would mean me having to leave my family and my job and not only that but if things were to go pear shaped again, I would have no escape.
He seemed amazed that we could still talk as friends as all of his past exes, he had kept as enemies.

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