Friday, 22 February 2008

Sweet sweet dreams!

Just woken up in a hot sweat with my hand between my legs. Just goes to prove I really must be obsessed! All I remember from my slumber was one rather explicit dream of my ex brother in law. I have always thought I had picked the wrong brother (still wonder what it would be like to go with R), lets put it this way, he has an incredible physique and is ridiculously hot. He could make you wet with one wink!
I remember one time, he arrived at the flat on his motorbike in full leathers. I felt my legs start to buckle when I opened the door to let him in. There is something about a nice, well toned man in tight fitting leathers, mmm, sorry going back into dream world! He also had a particular scent about him, a combination of Lynx and oil, a great mix that I will never forget. He walked into the flat and lent over the couch to look at what Dale was doing on the computer, all I could focus on was his perfect ass with the leather taut across his cheeks. I just about managed to say “Do you fancy a cup of tea” having to bite my tongue with what was going through my mind. You could just imagine what would have happened if I was to say “Fancy a quicky”, Dale would have actually killed me!
I went off into the kitchen and put the kettle on and R followed me out and stood at the sink washing his hands. I jumped away when he reached around me to get the towel, I was really struggling, in a way I was glad that Dale was in, I’m not sure if I could have controlled myself! I’d never be able to forgive myself if I was to cheat on someone. Find it bad enough being the other woman, but when it involves someone you love, it would crush me.
I carried 2 cups of tea back into the lounge and just as I came around the corner, R had his back to me and was pulling his jumper off over his head. His t shirt underneath rode up and revealed his gorgeous tanned back and tatoos. I nearly dropped both cups and managed to catch one against the door making a loud clattering noise. Both R and Dale glimpsed round, R now revealing his incredible sex pack, (no focus girl! Sorry), six pack to me. I felt my jaw drop down and had to tell myself to focus and keep in control. After that is pretty much a blur, however I know that I soon made my excuses and took myself and my cup of tea into the bedroom (alone I hasten to add!). Boy did my toys get a bashing that evening! Wow.
My dreams about him are pretty much always based around that night and seeing him in his biking leathers. Last night, he had arrived at my house and came in through my bedroom window saying he had missed me an had always wanted to fuck me so that he could hear me scream with pleasure. Lets just put it this way, we did it in every way possible and if his tongue is like that in real life, I envy the woman he ends up with! I have always wanted to do the entire karma sutra in one night, but NOT in my dreams! Reality will do nicely thank you!
I now keep on looking at my phone and scrolling down to his number, the temptation to ring him is unbearable. Why oh why does he have to be related to my soon to be ex husband! If only me and Dale were still on talking terms and he wasn’t so paranoid. Then I might be able to get away with seeing R. These dreams about R are becoming rather frequent! My frustration is building up far too much now, it’s driving me crazy and I need more batteries!

No comments: