Tim called me at half 12 last night! I really didn’t want to talk but felt guilty as he sounded so depressed. He was going on about how he misses my hugs… He only had my hugs physically for about 2 days (long distance, very short lived relationship - more a one night stand!). It has been over 2 years and the guys is still ridiculously hung up on me! Why oh why do I have this effect on guys, not only that but why do I attract the psychos?!
It was pure coincidence that I was chatting to Sarah online at the same time as Tim calling me so I sent her an urgent message. “HELP… Tim is on the phone and won’t go!” I felt too guilty just to hang up on the guy, he sounded miserable and I know that he hasn’t got any friends in his new town he has recently moved to.
Sarah instantly replied “Do you want me to call you?” “YES!!!”
I heard the beep on my phone revealing a call waiting, “Tim, I am really sorry but I have another call. I’ll speak to you tomorrow yeah? Listen I gotta go”
“Oh, right, I know I’m not important” And with that I heard a click of him hanging up. My heart ached, I hate hearing my friends being really down like that and even with our history I just wanted to give him a big hug and tell him everything will be ok. By this point Sarah had hung up, so I called her back and relayed the call with Tim to her. We both ended up laughing it off, me secretly worrying about him.
Whilst I was still on the phone to Sarah, I had a text message come through from… Yep you guessed it… Tim. “Only a guy would call you now so take care and good bye”
Oh my God! Why was he so hung up on me… still?! And please, even he has said, yeah ok lets just be friends, so why oh why was he getting jealous of a mystery phone call? I ended up texting him back saying “I promise I will call you back tomorrow”, it was the only way I could get him to stop texting and ringing me, and believe me, I did not want to talk!
I think I may just shut myself away somewhere, without either my phone nor the internet! It may be the only way to stop my life getting any more complicated than it already is!
Sunday, 24 February 2008
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