Thursday, 1 July 2010

The downside to posting few and far between is that I need to update you with alot of things that have been happening!
Tony suffers from Bipolar and is now on medication. He never took anything for it when we first met but that has had to change what with his episodes becoming more frequent and severe. The turning point was when he told me he hadn't been to work, despite pretending he had. In reality, he spent the day sat in the woods by himself planning his suicide. When something like that happens, you know things have to change. Since taking the tablets, the episodes have slowed and the tablets seem to soften the blow as it were. The main side effects of the medication is he is very sleepy and sleep talks regularly! Now that I have become more used to the sleep talking, his dosage has been doubled; This has led to further side effects of sleep walking! That I cannot get used to!
Last night he sat bolt upright and would not lie back down for love nor money. "Have you had your tablet?" I softly asked. "No." He then proceeded to take his tablet whilst being mostly asleep and barely remembered it this morning. Fingers crossed that never happens again and the sleep talking and walking eases off! It terrifies me to think that he may be able to get up in the night and wander outside.

2 comments:

Pink Icing said...

goodness things are never easy are they??
Good luck, mental disorders can be very damaging and exhausting. I do know, someone is my immediate family suffers....
Have you both considered the Depo medication? An injection that is administered every 3 months. It has it's pros and cons; cons being if the patient has side effects they are there for 3 months. On the positive side, there's no more forgotten nights.....
Mind you you can only chat to his doctor about this if he is in agreement. Human Rights and all that. I get so frustrtated with that, if someone is having an episode how can they make that decision???
Anyway, my thoughts and prayers are with you....

Kelly Guyer said...

Thanks Pink. He is not big on medication and it has taken alot of fighting to convince him that taking Olanzapine (not a heavy hitting one) is the best option for him. There are currently talks of him moving onto Lithium which to me is dangerous!
It can be highly toxic if the dosage isn't right, and quite frankly giving htat to someone who is severely depressed is not the wisest of ideas no matter how good the drug is! It is also highly addictive which is another worry. We shall have to wait and see, hopefully the olanzapine will work better now that he is on a stronger dosage...