Rough times

Everything has now reached an all time low. I’m now clucking, no, I haven’t gone mad… It’s a slang term used when you are in need of a heroin fix. I’ve been clean for over three years now and this is the worse I have felt since going cold turkey all those years ago. I am guessing everything that has been happening lately has finally gotten to me and I have very few distractions.
I am waiting for a phone call from my manager as last night Sarah kept saying that my job was not safe and I would not have the same position when I return. And not only that, but there are no current sales vacancies in my store. I honestly don’t know whether to believe it or not, but one thing I do know is that my manager doesn’t seem to want to talk to me and certainly hasn’t suggested anything.
I kind of need to know now whether or not I have a job to go back to, I have 3 house viewings this weekend!